Starbat Black The Pocahontas Prince

absolutewolf @ 2009-04-14T14:50:00

2009-04-14T21:51:46Z

Can it really be true? Are only the stupid people of this Earth breeding?

Hi I'm a boy. I'm thinking of leaving livejournal and sticking to myspace. Not to say myspace is better, I like livejournal a lot more but no one ever says anything to me and the people I like to read hardly ever update.

I'll stay for the communities.

Starbat on "What should I look like?"

2009-03-27T04:58:25Z

Today Lissa told me she didn't enjoy the way Carrie Bradshaw [Sarah Jessica Parker] looked on Sex and the City when she had blonde hair and black eyeliner.

[option 1]

I thought she looked cute!

Lissa continued to say that she was 'not edgy at all, she is totally girly!'

How can someone else really define who YOU are?

If you are happy wearing a pink skirt with lace, and then want to wear black stockings and smudgy, dark eyeliner the next day.. who is to say you're wrong in doing so?

My opinion?: Wear whatever makes you happy because you're who matters. Only you can really decide what you like, and the opinion of others should not effect that. Does it really matter what someone says about your outfit if YOU like it? Trust me, youll be happy wearing what you want and like!

As for lables? Don't worry about them.

If you want to dress like a pirate, go ahead. If you want to wear plastic dinosaur barrets in your hair, thats fine too! Don't let anyone affect your own desires.

*Starbat

PS: Here are some awesome people who, in my opinion, look interesting.

absolutewolf @ 2008-12-26T10:07:00

2008-12-26T18:08:02Z

Why do people have to create names for everything? Some things just don't have names - like those words that make your stomach flutter and your heard pound like a drum. The things that take your breath away, that has no name

Against theft

2008-07-30T22:31:36Z

Ljer journal against theft..yaaay

againsttheft

He passed!!!

2008-05-09T07:29:11Z

[both taken by Aleksandr Black I think]

The paper version of Alex I was making/made

you take away the old and show me the new

2008-05-09T06:50:29Z

[Taken by Aleksandr Black]

Like a dragonfly flying high in the sky

2008-05-09T06:41:04Z

My love comes from here:

Sadly I did not get many pics of his birthday atleast the gifts and things. I am horrid! But he had cupcakes! Happy Birthday Haji!

Graaa hes just cute

This boy fell asleep at our table..we put a lollipop near him..XD

OH he is so beautiful

Those 4 images were taken by Aleksandr Black

The Jaywalking Book Bandits!

2008-05-09T05:56:50Z

I bring to you good people a post!
Not the snailmail one though sorry im afraid we're out of stamps. -_- I used the last two to mail Haji's birthday gift money and for someone else though im not entrely sure who. It might have been Rhia I think thats her name and her letter came back. Again. Maybe a new envelope?

Aleksandr Demetrius Black has passed the GED and is graduating highschool. He is such a wonderful boy! My knight. My faery with the butterfly wings. My Demon Prince. He stole me a strawberry, a large one and we ate it at the market. He also stole me a book titled, Cinderella Skeleton. My thief Prince! My bandit!

I have many photos though I don't know how many I'll share but I may break it up.

The Words Read: Meet me after dark again and I'll hold you I want nothing more than to see you there And maybe tonight we'll fly so far away

[All 4 taken by Aleksandr Black and possibly more above but I cant quite remember if at all ><]

[Taken by Aleksandr Black]

{Taken by Aleks I think?]

Cherry lights! Both taken by Aleksandr Black.

Art done by Aleks!

[Both of these are actually of Balboa Park]

[Taken by Aleksandr Black]

Humming Love Birds like Haji and I

!

2008-04-20T18:45:48Z

One minute I was in bed thinking about..I dont know, aliens maybe? And then I was sort of dreaming? Maybe it was lucid. Aliens were everywhere! I hid, or imagined hiding in a small space with Alex in a small space next to me..wishing he was there with me?

If that was lucid, lucidity is confusing.

Oh and then there was a dream that involved a dog and rain..or some form of wetness.
Maybe that was the lucid one
maybe they both were...argh o.O?

Sleeping Beauty

2008-04-18T01:55:04Z

tonks07 gave me these words:
water,chocolate,green

She looked like someone who could bring life into the ground, someone who had the power to make sunflowers and daisies pop out of the grass. She smelled like chocolate, with thick brown braids trailing down her back and a flowery dress that twirled wildely when she danced. She had green eyes, the color of the forest and she always reminded me of Spring. If you poured water on her, maybe daisies would pop from her brown skin, maybe blossoms would bloom in her braided hair.

[This picture is NOT mine]

Tomorrow is Alexander Demetrius' Birthday

absolutewolf @ 2008-04-13T19:01:00

2008-04-14T02:12:27Z

Yesterday I ate cookies in bed with genie Alex and read dr seus to him after a longlong nap. Later I made glittery bottles with him and now i've got glitter balls in a container.

----

He had the look of a faery tale Prince you'd read about in a picture book, his hair long and dark and always in a braid. He looked out of place in this crammed city. His eyes could compete with the sun, a bright jade and every time he looked my way I think he was saying forget me not. I never saw him eat, but he always had with him a thermas of tomato juice. Sometimes, I think his shadow moved on its own.

words: shadow, forget-me-not, book
by pyralid

I will do more later. Thank you!

now all the vampires walking through the valley

2008-04-12T06:02:02Z

I finally sent some mail the other day but Rhiannon yours came back again! -_- im going to try putting it in a different envelope and sending it off again. Sorry girlie.

Now Id like to do something =D
Please give me 3 words
like: Rose, Plum, White
and I will make a person out of them.
You can enter 3 times or more if you really wanna.

Please avoid words like:
London, Sneaker, lamp

absolutewolf @ 2008-04-07T10:09:00

2008-04-07T17:09:38Z

I was hoping to surprise Alex by comming in earlier today to class, but he isn't even here!

absolutewolf @ 2008-04-05T17:32:00

2008-04-06T00:40:44Z

I took this from sheshellabella

Dear naurwen,
I really don't know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realised it when I threw up at the Hare Krishna graduation and I saw you drive out my avocado plant. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that extreme home makeover sucks. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I never will forget to hate the boston celtics.

Greetings to your freaky family,
Starbat

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your LJ),
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

absolutewolf @ 2008-04-03T22:18:00

2008-04-04T05:34:50Z

There was once a boy with large dark eyes who fought for us all.
When I talk about him, I like to say the only reason I remember him is because of his coat. It was long down to a few inches above his ankles, red and silk with gold clasps. But thats not the real reason. I remember him because he fought for us all, because he cried for us all and never for himself. He had steady, still hands but his lips shook with poetry and speeches that made me feel alive again.

Janruary 3rd, 2010
Wednesday

There is a girl with neopolitcan dreads who watches me, as if she knows exactly what I'm doing, who I'm searching for. She's not wearing much despite the cold night, just a short sleeved brown shirt and jeans while I'm tucked away into a warm, black jacket. I feel as though if I spoke to her she'd be able to give me a hint, say something with a crooked smile.. around her shirtless men juggle sticks lit with fire and I can almost see her blowing fire into the night like a Dragon. There is a scarf hiding my face up to my eyes, but I pull it down to talk to her.

Janruary 7th 2010

In my dream I was surrounded by white. I turn and turn but I can see nothing but the nearly blinding white. I know I must move forward, the instinct pushing me into motion. I walk and walk, and occassionaly I hope for something to lead me to him but as soon as the thought enters my mind it seems to fade. Soon I feel tears running down my cheeks and when I touch them, I see green on my fingertips. My fingers are turning into twigs, my arms forming branches andmy hair is turning green and leaf like and everywhere around me his name is being whispered;
Alex Alex Alex

It is then I wake up, surrounded by cold air.

absolutewolf @ 2008-04-03T19:25:00

2008-04-04T02:29:41Z

As we were driving through, I saw a few pretty things. One day, maybe I'd like to go out and take pictures of random pretty things I find with Alex with me.

How do you tell someone you like them?
Comment with your answers [multibles if you'd lke]
and I will add them to the list below:

Write them a note
Give them a flower [tonks07]
Put your head on their shoulder while talking with them [tonks07]
Have them listen to a song that reminds you of them [wordsof_lore]
Make them a booklet with 100 things you like about them [naurwen]
Take their palm and write a mathematical equation on it in pen: ME - YOU = INTANGIBLE ME + YOU = <3 [sheshellabella]
Make them mixed CDS [lanka_goddess]
Steal their Ipod and put a special song on it [lanka_goddess]
Sit extra close to them and find any reason you can to touch them [lanka_goddess]
Ask them to watch movies at house [lanka_goddess]
Ask them to take a walk with you [lanka_goddess]

absolutewolf @ 2008-03-30T19:02:00

2008-03-31T02:22:28Z

Stalker witch cat, dubbed Gabriel, watches as a pixie and a demon prince ascend a staircase. A few houses down there yellow and purple flowers dotting the grass, and a faery tree not too far down.

absolutewolf @ 2008-03-29T20:39:00

2008-03-30T03:43:26Z

Tonight the house is a tunnel of darkness, a flashlight and dabs of lights under certain unparticipating peoples doors the only spot of bright in the darkness.

I haven't been in a good mood lately, and it spreads and affects other things. Horrid! But Im feeling ok now.. I suppose?

Marta you will have to wait for your letter, I apologize.

Snow White with red red lips and a necklace of black thorns. Her Prince has feathery black wings and he looks lke a fallen samuraii, bringing her bubbily, blood colored drinks.

Como mi Gato

2008-03-21T04:00:21Z

"You will bow before me." His dark eyes had menace in them, and the tip of his sword - now pointed at the boys neck - seemed to glint in the grey light. Luis' eyes were wide but whether it was with fear or surprise the King could not be sure.

I apologize for not returning comments yet I will! I swear! I've been lazy. And those of you who I owe mail to..its comming..eventually. Lazyness for the lose. AND!!! Naru-chan I got your mail a while back sorry for the delay, thank you so, so much. I love it.

Hello there the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of a morgue

2008-03-15T15:23:17Z

I wonder, I think my inspiration is lacking these days.

Yesterday I wanted to sleep, curled up with my Prince but that plan was dashed and instead I ate cupcakes with him and bounced a rubberball across the wood floors.

He gave me a beautiful rose yesterday, and a sparkling swan but I don't know where the rose is. I wish that woman would stop moving my stuff. Can't she keep her hands to herself?

Awh, there it is. Being protected by the cats.

I will keep it on the sliding table hopefully they won't know its there.

I watched him from the window as he left, like a ghosty image behind glass.

absolutewolf @ 2008-03-09T08:56:00

2008-03-09T16:00:10Z

In my dream I was fighting a big monster..well not really..it was a video game. But it was huge scary like a giant sloth with extreme speed and rabies or something. And the noises it made were terrible. I ran away from it fearfully and a ton of things in white suits came out. They looked like Star Wars characters. Alex was there too - not in the game..in the dream. It was dark in the room and he was lying on the same bed I was on. When I looked down at him his face was slightly illuminated by white light. I dont know if my game-character died but I think I covered my ears to muffle that horrible sound it was making.

I wish I had one of those dream journal things to interpret what this meant even though I dont usually care for those things.

I found one!

There once was a man from Peru who dreamt he was eating his shoe

absolutewolf @ 2008-03-05T19:30:00

2008-03-06T03:32:40Z

Today Alex told me to tell him a story about us - but I couldn't think of anything right off the top of my head. Im a bad story teller! I was disappointed - he should demote me to star-toast maker.

absolutewolf @ 2008-03-05T00:57:00

2008-03-05T08:59:48Z

Toast Crusts
Strawberry popcycles under a grey sky
orange fish swimming in a pond of strawberry soda

absolutewolf @ 2008-03-01T19:03:00

2008-03-02T03:08:47Z

I've been seeing hearts everywhere lately. In the shower I saw a star, but when I turned back to it it was washed away by the water.

Yesterday was one of those really good days. It was grey, and I watched The Lion King with Haji. We didn't fall asleep this time! He later slept on me, and I rubbed spit on his ear. I wanted to do something else to him but he woke up before I could!

His birthday is soon, and I already know what to do. Well, mostly.

Saturday Delights: Haji, Tulle, presants for Haji, letters bound in ribbon, Harry Potter, snacks..!

absolutewolf @ 2008-03-01T00:52:00

2008-03-01T08:53:56Z

Courtesy of Kaz I am in the possession of a website..I wanted to add Hajis too but you can only do one =[

please sign up here!

http://www.AWSurveys.com/HomeMain.cfm?RefID=AbsoluteWolf

Nothing more, just sign up. thank you! I appreciate it.